@ car ride
- Me: I'm so happy our basketball team beat LQ!
- Nikki: I know right?! It's like the most polite way to say "Fuck you!"
This always happens, my mind gets overloaded with these nightmares late at night. I can’t force myself to explain to anybody how I feel even if they show their sincerity.
It gets taken away so easily once they decide to walk out of my life. I need to learn how to handle on my own self when nobody is left.
Even though it seems like a painful thought, there comes a time when you will realize that enough is enough. Whatever you’ve handled through with each other so far will go to waste once you’ve decided that you can do better. It’s just reality telling you that things may not always work out the way you’ve always imagined it to be. If you can’t fix it, leave it. Some things just can’t be changed & they’re just not worth your time.
I’m tired of getting pushed down into believing that I’m no better than anyone just to put in all my efforts to pull myself back up again. This routine is so tiresome that I’ve lost all care about myself. I’m losing myself in the process of healing when all this pain is nothing new. It’s not going to go away anytime soon & I refuse to try to fix it anymore when it has gotten so hopeless.
As much as I want to put my trust in you, I can’t help but suspect that whatever I tell you, it’s going to spread to everybody else.
Dear person I like,
You don’t exist…because I don’t have a crush!
Dear ex,
I don’t really remember much about you or the relationship. But I think it’s funny how people would point out how I’m really hyper & you’re really calm, opposites attract I guess LOL Our relationship was pretty cute, considering how I told you I liked you first & how I had to ask if I was actually your girlfriend the next day. Things ended in the worst ways, but it’s nothing now. I just wished you had the guts to tell me you cheated on me instead of just telling me all of my faults. I really trusted you, but at least this relationship taught me to be more careful about who I put my faith in. Oh well, the past is the past now!
Dear Richard,
Long? Unlike your dick…HAHA don’t kill me. I like how we acted so differently back then when we were in relationship & now we call eachother bitches. It’s so lame how much we talked before we were even dating LOL It’s really cool how you’re a cheerleader because that was the last thing I thought you would be. Especially knowing how much of a lazy ass you are! I think you’ve been the same now compared to back then. Other than your height but eh, you’re still flirty & dirty minded as fuck. Don’t blame your hormones for that because you are! I really appreciate your no bullshit attitude, because it made me feel worse & better at the same time. Yeah, you’re alright :) You’s still a bitch though!
I will write about the following.
Leave one in my ask box.
- Dear person I like,
- Dear ex bestfriend,
- Dear bestfriend,
- Dear *anyone*,
- Dear Santa,
- Dear mom,
- Dear dad,
- Dear future me,
- Dear past me,
- Dear person I’m jealous of,
- Dear person I had a crush on,
http://missjngo.tumblr.com/ask
(via x3amandaa)