March 2012
85 posts
Physically, mentally, sexually, & emotionally...
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iskeetedon:
I like kissing — from simple pecks on the cheek and lips to the intense, make-out sessions.
I love the ass grabbing, waist holding, body pressing, tongue dancing moments when we both drown out reality in a way where it’s just you and I, in that spur of the moment, and the smiles and breaths in between; it’s just amazing to look back on and say to myself, “Damn, I really enjoyed...
February 2012
134 posts
It wasn't what you said or how you said it, but...
itsjgrace:
Now that I look back, I honestly don’t see why I wasted so much time and effort on you. I made the mistake of trying to make you my first priority, when to you, I was nothing but another option.
"I'm sorry" doesn't mean shit to me if you're...
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Truth is, I miss you.
And that’s been holding me back from being finally happy. Even after everything, I haven’t found the closure I’ve been seeking for when you were the one who made me feel at ease. But I realized now that you came into my life when I was starting to be independent. You ended up making me forget what it was like to not need anybody anymore. I became too comfortable with your...
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Funny how everyone rushes back to you once you...
Thanks to know that my efforts went to waste & I’ve only been a back-up plan this whole time. And now you suddenly want my acknowledgement when you have nobody else to turn to, at least I know where your loyalty lies.
Silence is the worst. →
dinhtheresa:
I’d rather argue with someone, than to just completely ignore each other. I’d rather throw words back and forth, than to not say anything at all. At least when we’re saying things to one another, we know exactly how the other is feeling. But when we’re not speaking, we have no idea what the other person is even thinking. Words hurt, but it surely doesn’t hurt more than the...
What I really need right now.
A phone call tonight where I could just cry & a promise for a hug tomorrow.
Words are such a cheap form of affection.
Your words don’t mean shit to me anymore unless your actions prove otherwise. Fuck this, I’m done with that bullshit.
I don't get sad over old conversations
Because I never keep them. I refuse to let myself look back & miss all the memories. I’ve learned that if I hold on to these recollections, all I feel is regret.
I don't get it.
thaatsvivian:
If people really get what they deserve, then tell me why people who are assholes, people who cheat, people who are sluts/hoes, people who are players, and people who cause pain and sadness sometimes still end up with everything they ever wanted? Why do those type of people still end up, “happy”? I don’t get it.
And they don’t deserve shit.
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I was so used to having you in my life that I...
And instead of having you leave first, I ended up being the one who completely distanced myself from you. I knew in the back of my mind that whatever feelings I had left were getting in the way of things & I wasn’t about to allow myself to get hurt again.
I don't want to be seen as a regret in your life.
Even if things change between us, I hope you don’t look back & think of me as a mistake.
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You know what would be cute?
If someone got me a “Hope you feel better” balloon every time I’m having a bad week. I don’t know, I think it’s just cute when people pay enough attention to realize that I haven’t been myself.
I've lost the effort to reconnect with people. It...
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Don't talk to me if you're just going to show off.
I don’t see why you would bring up a conversation about yourself. Not sure if you notice, but I really don’t care what’s been happening in your life if I never asked.
It was bound to happen.
As we grew up, we grew farther & farther apart from each other. The thought of it was always in the back of my mind, but I guess I brushed it off thinking it wouldn’t happen. I was just so used to having you in my life that I didn’t want to believe for a second that you would leave. But now I realized that I should have put more of my trust in these doubts than believing in you.
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Those friends that check up on you.
ayvivianchang:
The ones that randomly send you a message asking how you are. It shows that they really care about you. That no matter how busy their life may be, they always find time for you. Sure, some people are just naturally friendly but it proves that there’s still true friends out there in a sea of fakes. If you have one of these, don’t neglect them. There’s not many of them left.
That's what I never liked about you.
You kept everything to yourself & you refused to let me be a part of your life. It was nice to be together on a personal level where everything was between us, but I didn’t like the strict privacy. I guess I wasn’t worthy of your acceptance when all you did was avoid me.
If you want intimate details then find out...
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Turn loss into gain.
Losing something or someone may seem dramatic at first because of all the changes, but its significance will not hesitate to fade away. Maybe in present time you are convinced that a loss is nothing more than absence in your life. You believe that without this item or this person, you won’t be able to live through it all. But overtime, you will forget its importance as you gain new...
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“Screw boys, heels can keep me on my toes better than they can.”
The more I grow up, the more I realize how easy...
It’s funny to think back & remember how difficult I thought everything would be. But since I’m starting to ease into adulthood, the fear suddenly disappears after all these experiences.
I can't stand seeing insecure girls.
The worst thing is that they admit that they hide behind their makeup & hair products. I don’t see how they can come up with all these ideas when it just lowers their confidence. If society is to blame, then the best revenge is to ignore what people say & just embrace your beauty.
duhpeter asked: v string? only you would know... ;D
You only notice me once I've completely ignored...
Nice to know where I fit in your life.
If you don't respect me as a friend, then I won't...
duhpeter asked: g string = le thong!?!
mohamhamtaro asked: Tattoos and piercings
duhpeter asked: G-strings?! ;D
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The "turn-off" "turn-on" game. Ask me anything and...
http://missjngo.tumblr.com/ask
VIVIAN.: They say everyone grows weak at one point... →
thaatsvivian:
They say everyone grows weak at one point and slowly, surely I’m getting there. Being strong all the time sure is tiring. Actually, it’s very exhausting. It’s the same cycle every time. I grow fragile and vulnerable, then I build myself to become stronger, yet it always happens. I always fall apart on some random days, then randomly I’m okay again. They say, what doesn’t kill you...
Anonymous asked: Where did you get those brown combat boots? :-)
I don't have much patience with people.
And it’s annoying when people push me to my limits. I don’t like dealing with others when all they do is try to get me irritated by their constant teasing & lack of efforts in our friendships. It makes me not want to be around them at all.
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Don't bother talking to me online.
The more you say you miss me, the less I believe it when you’re inaction shows otherwise. I don’t see the point in telling me you want to hang out & catch up when your words have gotten nowhere. Just don’t waste my time if you don’t have the decency to even visit.
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People who don't talk to me with smileys make me...
It makes me think that they don’t like me or that I’m bothering them.
I don't like giving people the benefit of the...
It gives them a better reason to take advantage of me. I refuse to just focus on the goodness of certain people when they can turn against me at any second. Trust is the hardest bargain to gain & it certainly doesn’t come easy with me.
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